| Well it has been quite sometime since I have updated the xanga, so here goes.
Life, wow, throws you curve balls. It comes at you fast and by the time its down with you, your left wondering what happened. I'm not sure what to say honestly. My mind, body, and soul feel like there is so much to say, but I can't form it into words. weird, I know. I have been thinking alot about my friends and family back home. I do miss them, a lot, but not enough to ever go back. I miss my Mom and Grandma so much. I wish I could see them right now, I wish I was there for them. I know that this is part of that growing up process. tough. I will just trust God in this all.
My friends, oh my friends. I love them all. Even when they anger me, lol. I wish that life would take a path where we could continue to be close to each other, but this is the direction it has taken. I look forward to them coming to visit in March. Will definitely will be a good time.
Florida. Where to even start. Florida has been a positive move. I have been blessed with a job that pays the bills. THANK YOU LORD! I have met some new people. Things are going smoothly. The down side, is somehow with my friends and family here...I still feel alone.....empty if you will. Not sure why, but its how I feel.
So, now that I have switched gears, here we go......
For some reason, I feel alone. I don't know why though. I have no reason to, but yet I do. I must say that I have met the most amazing person. Even at that I feel alone. I know that person actually, truly cares, something this boy is so not used of. Its awesome to have someone like that. Too bad they only live a thousand miles away. Hah! well its a good thing and I'm just grateful that they manage to put up with my stupidity!
God has been amazing. His grace is beyond what I deserve. His mercy, wow I don't deserve it.
By His Mercy
I have come this far
By His Grace
I will continue on
Thank You God...
Song of the day:
Fix You - Coldplay
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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| well here i am!
I haven't been on for a little bit, i have yet to set up the internet here.
it has gone pretty well. there is some adjusting that needs to happen, but we'll see what happens.
I feel good.
Sounds like I will be working for Lexus of Orlando as a Service Advisor. Pay should be solid.
well just keep saying prayers, lord knows i need it. |
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| I'm nervous.
the time has come again.
In God's will. period. |
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| ok, I'm going to keep it simple.
I need prayer that this goes through.
I'm in the running for a position @ Bank of America. I have passed through all the hopes as for the first two interviews as well as testing and Employment verification.
I have an interview at 3p on Monday.
This job pays me almost double what I make now.
just pray, thank you all! |
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| By His Mercy
i have made it this far
By His Grace
i will continue on
Hope everyone is well, sorry for neglecting the site. Much love to everyone. |
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